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My life has changed so much from my last jounal entry. Now so many things I loved in my life are harder or impossible. My youngest son is severly autistic, my journal entries will now be slower as he needs so much time and now I don't have much time/any time for me. I still love all your art and looking at, when I get the chance. To everyone who posts a picture,or literature please carry on. I love looking at your art even though I can't spend much time /commenting on yours/doing my own. I love looking at yours, I sorry I cant always can't comment at yours.
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Ever get writers block.. we all do once in a while right. Well I've got writers choc a block. I'm too full of the ideas and the plans, that when I come to put it down it barely crawls across the page.
Maybe I should try writing when I am not sure whats happening next and let the words lead me. Let a story be truly organic and grow, let the words fertilise the page, free from plans and ideals and secret meanderings, that will mean something when you see the big picture.
Maybe stories are meant to grow from the seeds of a few words and you should just be ready to sow and let flow.
Hell I don't know the secret. Do stories grow independe
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Hmm my first journal entry my second attempt
Am feeling pretty low, as anyone must be when they sit next to someone who's art is so much better then theirs. The thing is its not about being better because my stuff is so different to his, its just when I look at his my'n looks so bad.
OK I'll give myself some credit I have not picked up a paintbrush since I was 12 , thats nearly 13 years without doing anything. And picking up from where you barely started is hard.
So why did I bother painting I hear you ask?
I like to do it it relaxes me, I have many vices and painting lets me ignore them. It lets me escape abit from me, and everythi
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