I wait and hold on for a word
A blessed word, anything.
When I call your name you dont look at me
Is my hope for you insane
We muddle through our days and nights.
You reach for me, so I think there's hope
I tell myself theres hope.
But diagnosis hangs so heavy.
Love is here, and for me its enough.
Because I love you beyond the absolute of oblivion.
I will be the first snake to eat my face
Before you, I love no one, but you.
As I stand its better and worse than a marriage.
Because this is forever,
and when I die there will be no one for you.